was below ground but had more light than this one.)
Picture it. Ancient Egypt. There I was. A loveable, albeit figgidty and slightly bratty scamp of about eight. I was in a male form but the Soul has no gender and being that I'm no good with the male ego, I much prefer the more difficult yet more rewarding female vessel. My group of students were male and female. We worked at least some of the time, together. We used to practice expanding our hearts out in group meditations. Now, the way this would work is that we entered a meditative state (taught ever so, ever so, ever so patiently to me by Dad and Thoth. Ever so patiently. LOL!) and we would join our chords with the planet and then join our hearts and minds with those in our group. Next, we had to expand our Loving intentions out for one another and uplift the group and humanity within our minds and into the fifth dimension of oneness with our Love and within our Minds. Now, because this induces a telepathic connection and because I was a little bra-, ahem, kid, I would often complain that it felt like I was putting in the most Loving intentions and not getting much back. I felt the group was not pulling their weight. Dad would tell me that I was not to mind what others were doing but that I was to concern myself with soley my OWN efforts and the reward for hard work was the hard work itself. Of course, I really did not like this answer but I decided to do it for my Dad and place my mind on trusting His words.
At this time, everyone wore theirs masks. I don't think I ever saw my Father without his Horus-Ra mask. He and Horus-Ra were One as far as I was concerned. Even Thoth would teach me with mask in place. And I remember that after group practice and meditations, Thoth would take me onto his lap (I probably ran off to play one time too many times before he decided gluing me down was best) and instruct me on anatomy, science, astrology, math and everything else that had to do with Universal secrets. I would always wander off in my mind and Thoth would tap on my chubby knees and tell me, "Pay attention! Your presence is the highest gift you could give anybody." (Imagine the "!" as sweet and not angry. He was always so (ten o's) patient.) It did not occur to me at that young age what that could possibly mean. It was only in this realm that I finally understood the true Magic behind those words.
Thoth: "We got this, brah!" <---so, sooo patient.)
The next memory entailed me at a slightly older age. Somewhere around 14 or 15. I was given a poison and I drank it by choice. It was a high honor and there was so much Love involved not just in training but during the ritual. Everyone seemed nervous but me. I supposed because I was not privy to a lot of information and that was for the best. Dad had his Horus-Ra mask on as per usual. Anubis and Thoth as well. I laid down and the slab was pulled over me. Total darkness. There was a nervous tension in the air that I did not really understand.
I just woke up like this. LOL!)
What seemed like a few moments passed and I re-opened my eyes to the sound of Anubis sliding off the slab. He seemed quite shocked that I opened my eyes and let out a cough. I didn't get why he seemed shocked till I read in this realm that not many passed the test. I laugh now at how much I seemed to surprise him. Lol. The masks were no longer masks but real. I had woken up out of the third dimension and was now in the fourth and able to choose a body fitting to my path now that I was able to maintain my astral beyond death. I now understood what Dad said all those years. It was my Love and my belief in His word that allowed me to release in myself enough hormones to ensure the ascension. It was my heart that resurrected me as they sang me into the next realm so that my heart and Soul could follow. I had strengthened my Heart enough for the voyage and THAT is why it was no concern of mine who was doing what but that I was giving it my All at All times. And for that, Dad, I owe you my ETERNAL THANKS!!!
You didn't have to take the time out to invest in my Soul and many children let you down despite your best efforts and intentions yet time and time again, you gave it your All. Because of You, I AM.
You are the GREAT HORUS-RA!!!
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